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A friend of mine and I were talking last weekend and we were marveling at how much the world has changed in the last 15 years. Even countries that existed in our high school geography textbooks no longer exist under their old name, old regime or old cultures. Crazy! Whole countries re-writing their history!
No one, just a mere 15 years ago, could possibly have envisioned the hold that the internet has on everyone....let alone the concept of an online database that will allow you to find anyone, anything, anywhere, anyhow in the blink of an eye. Again...crazy!
It has only been a short time ago in my lifetime when black and white television had only 3 channels (Oh, the horror!). TV dinners, cars with cigarette lighters and ashtrays and the high beam button on the floor, no VCRs, phones with a rotary dial on them and the ability to call long distance ONLY with the help of an operator were all our way of life. If you wanted to look up something you didn't get online, you went to the library and looked it up in the World Almanac.
For the Japanese people, change happened in the blink of an eye. For Libya and Egypt, change has occurred in the matter of a few short months and things will never be the same for those living in Christchurch New Zealand after just a few short minutes.
In this class, I've preached the importance of leadership among you. I've asked several of you, individually to step up to the plate to help me set the bar high for behavior and excellence in production. I've asked that you take others under your wing to help, guide, assist, include and teach. I've told the entire class to be mature and a good example. I've asked that you not waste your time when you have all these tight deadlines and assignments. This is what I've gotten in return: (Read EVERY word here)
A day of flinging mouse pads around the room and leaving them on the floor in a spirited game of...I-don't-know-what, tapes (some without cases) strewn around the edit rooms, not put back as I ask, but laying around unlabled and uncovered...and when cornered about it, a disrespectful sentiment aimed at me comes flying out of your mouth. Disrespectful attitudes and words directed at me when I ask you to bring the equipment back on time, spend some time to label tapes, don't just TAKE equipment out of the room, be back on time, follow directions or put a little effort into your work. Doritos bags stuffed in the edit room drawers, video of sports events that look like they were shot by a 4-year-old, expecting to get credit for just going to an outside project and hanging out with the camera, but not actually operating it for a respectful amount of time, story idea deadlines missed, blog assignments missed, equipment not put back correctly and check out forms not filled out properly...scattered all over the equipment room. Disregard for proper framing techniques, proper audio, soundbites that don't advance your story or add to it in any way, packages that don't inform or even entertain. Not caring what your writing conveys or that you just skate through the course, barely getting by and no pride or work ethic in what you do. No innovative ideas for stories or excitement for the production value. No desire to learn anything new or put in a little extra work to sweeten audio. Scoffing at me when I tell you how it should be done properly or when I correct you or suggest a better, more efficient way to work. Procedures disobeyed such as turning in a script before you edit, coming in late to school with fast-food bag in hand and preceding to stuff it all into your mouth for the first 30 minutes of class, water bottles and drinks brought into the edit bays, leaving the room for the entire period so you can go talk to others, make up work for other classes, chat with your coach or hang with your friends, coming back just in time for clean up. Should I go on?
All this while I'm working my tail off to provide you a new control room, new cameras and new edit suites. This research takes time and I initiated this for you - I contacted the county, I contacted the vendor, I met with the integrator, I negotiated with our principal and I have pursued this change. All this while I'm teaching 3 full classes, maintaining equipment, sending it off for repairs so you would have the best to work with. All this while I'm defending you and your work to our principal, to our administrators and to the teachers who complain that you are loud and disruptive in the hall or walking around not doing anything, when I know you're not working to your full potential. All this while, despite my clear instructions to the contrary, you leave campus, continue to eat and drink around the equipment, leave unlabeled tapes scattered around the room and food particles on the floor and continue to snap your teeth at me with disregard.
I've given you the chance to do the right thing; to change your behavior or to step up to the plate. I've changed deadlines and changed expectations. I've received nothing in return. SOME of you have recognized that Eagle TV is falling into a hole and have tried to resuscitate it by coming up with unique story ideas or have meekly respected my requests for change or tried to step up only to be met with your peers snide comments and sneers.
Well now, I'm changing what we do. I'm also telling you that it has been an incredibly challenging year for me and I'm also ready for a change. Things will NOT be the same. You won't have the same freedoms, you won't be disrespectful of me and my efforts to teach you and we won't be allowed to challenge me without consequences. You won't have the freedom to pursue the stories you want, I will determine how the finished product looks and feels and I will monitor your every move. You will need to sign out every time you leave the room for ANY reason and tell me where you will be and how long you plan to be gone. You will fill out daily work habit forms and will be asked to reflect on whether you used your time wisely or not. Every day will be very structured.
I was hoping that this year would turn out to be the year of positive change. New equipment, new ideas, new stories and new approaches to stories. You know, a transition year where we've gotten excited about what Eagle TV can be. I'm sad that this hasn't happened. I'm also sad that this year has changed the way I look at you, this program and this school. I'm incredibly discouraged and don't feel any optimism that you can change on your own..you know, take control of your own ability to rise to the challenge that is put before you. These are not small changes, but big ones. Small change is no longer an option.
Your thoughts?